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Hello, my name is Mylene.

Screams
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Ever since that incident 7 years ago,
I knew the dangers of emotional
attachment, be it to someone or
something. You run the risk of
getting yourself hurt. Badly. Maybe
that's why all these years I've never
really trusted anyone, because I
dont want to be emotionally tied
down to that person. I hated being
vulnerable. And now I'm
repeating history again. I'm giving
too much of myself to 08S11. Like
slightly more than a month ago I
was very disappointed that I
couldnt get into RJC; NJC was
never where I envisioned myself
to be. Now, I cant bear to leave this
place. I dont know what I will do
if I cant get back into this school.
I will move on, but I guess it will
be very hard. I want 08S11 to
STAY, just the way it is now. I want
TERRA. I want my current life to
stay. Which is why I am
awaiting my results with such
dread. Really, come what may I
will accept it, but unless it is
the way I want it then it will
be difficult. I guess I can only
hope for the best but prepare
for the worst.